HARD THING TO ACCEPT

by the time he said that was nothing between us it as too hurt..i don't know what to say..only my heart know everything..only my heart interpret everything???why you doing that to me if you don't like me??why you treat me like that?why you saying those words to me??if you really don't want me just say that you can't accept me..no need to take care of my heart..just let me know it by myself..not from my friend words...can you please straight forward to me???i'm ok..i'm not like others..i'm who i am...if you really know me  you know what kind of me...you know my style...but last night your words was really hurt..one thing  that i'm still think why you treat me like that if you are not interested to me..can you please explain????i just want your explaination.... :'(